08 October 2009 7:09 PM
yaaaah, so the morning of today i was ' arrrrright ' heading off to school and what not . today we had our 2$ civies for the typhoon in philippines we were donating that money , and i hope that it does them well <3 . anyway first we're still reading our book thingy so whateves, then we got worksheets and i finished . overall i think i'm doing pretty good in that class ? i actually go almost if not EVERYDAY. Well actually i've only skipped once, and it was only one classs so whatever i'm good . then second and third , cosmo since i was the only one done all that we had to do , i got to start hair cutting :) omg, no lie i was so excited . . so whateves, i washed my hair, set up my station and all of that . she got me my own scissors and what not . i sectioned my hair, and she came over and showed me how to hold the scissors properly, and how to hold the comb . i honestly didnt know that you had to hold them a certain and proper way , i never really payed attention to that :/ though yaaah i would explain how you do it. but it's kindah difficult so i'm not even gonna try . lol so yaaah i had to 'practice' only for a bit . . then i sat down and she said i actually had to 'pretend' so im like k i know what im doing, just watch . .so she did and she said i was a fast learner * taaaaaaaaaaaanks . so yaah she cut my first inch offf, then i cut the rest . . i honestly was kindah scaared still, esp the fact that she was watching me and stufff , i had to comb with no degreee with the hair, proper stance everything . oh maaan so whateves i didnt really do much today because i just started , i only got to cut three sections, it's not that bad like all it is a zero degree cut , supposedly she said hair dressers have a hard time, so idk why the hell we were doing it :/ shes retarded cause she didnt even have an answer herself and she just laughed 8) gah faaail[FCCCCCCCK, WHICH REMINDS ME , I HAVE A TEST TMRW, AND I DIDNT BRING MY BOOKLET HOME FML HARD MAN ! ] . fourth is boring as usual , i frigging dislike that class man , like he's so fucking annoying he taalks forever i just wanna kick him holy man ! whatever like i really dont know why he's giving us these two fcuking assignments, we dont do shit in that class but watch usless movies and documentaries >.< ugh whatever . fifth , was off obviously . . a few thing's pissed me off but whatever, so yaah i went home and then in the car for some reason i felt extremely bummy . whateves, my dad noticed it and he's like why you so quiet blah blah and annoying as he is kept talking and asking next questions , piss me off even more, whatever i just said i was ' tired ' meh and as usual, he fucking went out once again . . whatever yo , i cooked to make sure my brother and cousins had food when they came home from schoool . when they did they ate and what not , then i thought i should sleep it off ? so i fell asleep on the couch for a bit laying down with my brother , then i went upstairs after awhile. my grandma came home just intime . so whateves i slept for like an hour or so , got up and felt to difference . so fml hard. i was just laying there for a bit , heard my phone vibrating on my dresser but i really dont care who it was , or whatever . . and now , now im in the basement on the computer , >.< ugh . . still bummy, kindah pissed , and . . just things are so pathetic, people are so pathetic, everything is . like holy man ! OUH ! another thing , holy shit i hate hypocritical hoes, honestly like you say all this shit about different people, meanwhile i know more than what you think, people know more than what you think, you're fucking just like what you ' don't like ' or what you say about other people, like c'mon man , stop your fucking act and straighten the fuck up ! grow up , take in whats there and what's not, life's a bitch .. yah so what, learn to fucking deal with it . ugggh, also i hate being a girl. i got frigging cramps again , and as of right now i dont even feel like i wanna go to school tomorrow,like just fuck everything . ohhh , also realizing that i dont like people, people at alll . . uhm , no im not just . . in that mood or whatever , i really dont , like f'real . it's so annoying . ugh i just want this year to go by faster, and i could finish and get out of highschool and move on with life, cause clearly right now everything is shit . whatever yo , i could go on and on about those hypocrites , as well as not liking 'people ' , and what i see and next stuff, but i'd be here forever as well as i think i'd be writing a whole novel thanks . anyways fck it for now , easy bitches .
OH and also, took off my wall once again . . as well as i took off my picture, get at me otherways . . i really don't care anymore . comment on status to get at me, inbox, whatever yo .
