03 May 2009 10:37 PM
Mmm,kaayso. . went to church earlier , erks tell me how it was some next like festival and stuff and there was a whole bunch of things outside the church, selling food and that and the knights of columbos was there or whatever and some next bishop or whatever , so blaah throughout the whole mass i was thinking, just thinking about everything in general >< while praying for everything i started tearing, stupid me . . then it fell , my parents asked me what's wrong and i said i was just yawning , truuue ! pretty slick eh 8) meh , whateves . . i was already not in the mood before chuch and then yaah , idk i was just thinking though then agaain sometimes just being in the church makes me feel a tad bit better. gaah , anywaaay after chuch we went out to lunch , then my dad didnt wanna go home so tell me how we went crusing downtown ! LOL, haha funny yah i know .. he's whack but whaateves i didnt wanna be home either so i wasnt complaining ! lol so whatever we were just driving for a bit there were so many people waalking , erks though then again no matter what time it is there are always people walking downtown true! gaaah, then tell me how i saw a couple of cuuuties still, omg though i was in the caaar >< so yeeeennnno , lol plus i was with fam . but whateves all i know is i'm going downtown soooon still ! lmao manhunt, dunno ! then we got out for a bit near some next buildings , water and whatever, omg if only i had my caaamera , uggh ! it would've looked pretty liive but i didnt know we were going out after chuch so i didnt bother, meeh i could've had a mini 'photoshoot' yenno , oh well next time na lang. anywaay i was just walking back and fouth and sitting there just thinking again , it was so chill . . meh i honestly need a day to myself .. like just me, or someone there just to chill with and it'll just be whatever , most likely it'll either be with jizelle , or belinda most likely just cause i always have realtalks with them and they know almost if not everything hopefully that's soon <3 ! meh , so came home afterwards i felt alright though i went on the computer, talked to aimee for a bit , then jannnine msged and was having realtalks with her , then sophia and i was like venting out to her like maaaad :/ i couldn't help myself ! gaaah , thaanks alot though love . sorry if i acted like a bitch or what not though you know my reasonings these days esp. whateves, then my aunt came in my room and asked if i wanted to go to br to get bubble tease, since i was bored and i had nothing to doo i obviously went , erks tell me how i either knew or saw the waiter girl or whatever before though i forgot her name :/ lol she kept smiling and talking to me im like k erks ? ha, idk but whateves, meh so i got taaro ! dunno . live live yum , it was good stilll . . then i got home and did whatever . i'm still not in the mood right now and i'm listening to some next emo slow jams. but whaatves, i'm gonnna do whatever i'm done with this for now.
